This morning i texted "her" good morning. I asked her what that awkward stare was about when i sat near her and she said that she wasnt giving me an awkward stare but was just surprised that i even sat there. I guess her previous relationships never ended in friends and i can understand why. I am working my ass off just trying to get over her. Anyways we are reunited and it does not feel so good. We are talking again but its there are no emotions behind anything we say. It like, if i were hit by a car she would remember who i was but wouldnt care if i existed or not. Whatever, there are other girls and hopefully ill find someone who can tolerate me but until then I am going to try and get my head straight. I am actually taking a break from working out today to write this post so i think i should get back to it. Thanks again for all the advice guys.