My new term started for me today and i had a morning class with "her." I thought it was going to be awkward since last time we pretty much tried to stay far apart. I was right. During break i went over to where she was, since we have a lot of the same friends, and started to converse. I figured i was doing pretty well but later i realized she wasn't as nice as she used to be. I think when she likes someone she has a different tone and i can see why since it worked on me before and unfortunately i still do. When i saw her today i thought she looked great. Usually, i dont think shes the whole package but today was different. I guess when you cant have some one they just appear better or something. It hurts to know that i blew it with her but im not in as much pain i was a week ago. I guess ill just have to put up with this.
Not really in the mood to work out today. Guess ill just skip that.